Was quite a nice change waking up this morning and not being sick. No idea what’s up with me at the moment. It’s like some kind of anxiety thing comes over me, yet job/life has never been less stressful. It’s also reducing my ability to eat before bed which hammers me in the gym. Frustrating.
I've fainted on a bus twice, when I was on my way to work years ago. They had to stop the bus obviously and then everyone had to step over me to get their next bus to get to work!!I’ve had a few situations where I’ve given first aid to people after accidents, one was a friend’s younger brother who broke his wrist really badly in a park after taking a bad spill from a skateboard, another was an older lady (who turned out to be drunk), that smashed her car into another parked car, suffering a bad head wound, and a lad who came off his bike, at speed into a razor wire fence, and on both occasions, people’s conduct was absolutely disgusting, either staring or in some cases, asking me to show them injuries, or saying things like ‘Urrgh! Look at that!’or ‘Look at the angle of his wrist, that’s horrible!’, which is ****ing enraging when you’re trying to help someone whose possibly having one of the worst days of their life, and you need to try and keep them calm until help arrives.